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I don't really understand it... Why does it seem like the people who claim they love me want to steal happiness away from me? They say they worry, but it seems so selfish. For the first time looking in a mirror I smiled so bright that I was shocked I could ever be so happy. People in the past have let me down and tend to brush the subject off, and I'm suppose to trust these people? I need my heart to rest on something solid. I don't know what it is, but protection doesn't seem like the right word for all this. I guess I'll have to bite my tongue and deal with it... But I feel like if I do, a little part of me that began to shine will start to dim again. But obviously, no one cares but me. ._.;