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I wrote something for the first time in two years just now.
And I think I completely destroyed my hand doing so.
From what I can understand of my own hand writing this is what it states:
Cant write for too long, my hand is throbbing with every word. I dislocated the pinky on my right hand a while back and haven't had the drugs or courage to pop it back in. But this needs to be written because its gotten out of hand and someone has to say something. And when the climax is finally here and this great country has fallen I can look you all in the eye and smile knowing that I saw it all coming. Someone has to say somehting before we lose the right to do even that. People have forgotten about spekaing out for themselves. About lost freedom and ruined pride. The old president was an adulterer, but at least he took care of us. "Its the economy stupid.".
But now we fend for ourselves like animals. Theres a profound sense of dog-eat-dog where ever you go. No comradory just territoriality and blank glares. I noticed today that gas prices are lower, from what Im told this has been a week long happening but I wasn't aware until today because I dont drive. The presidents approval ratings are lower than they've ever been and the war is no longer wanted. A 9/11 memorial is being built at 'Ground Zero'. Does anyone else see what is happening here? Have I lost my mind? Am I just some paranoid reblleious teenager who has problems with authority? Maybe so friend, but Im not ready to accept that yet. People dont give a damn about how things work or about the details of life. Teenage boys and girls love their little sidekicks but they dont give a damn how they work, just as long as they do. We're being sueduced like some kind of drunken rape victim. We're being lured back in time. Back to when we were terrified of drinking the water or going to the mall or enjoying a nice milkshake with your favorite gal at the local diner. They want to remind us why we should support them. They lowered gas prices? How kind of them, the president is doing such a wonderful job. And he says he'll appear at the 9/11 memorial to make a public statement? What a peachy fella. They are lying straight to our faces and we're swallowing every word of it.
SWINE
pigs fuckin' pigs
You can do everything you want in this country as long as you let the goverment watch you while you do it. The most important thing to remember is something needs to happen and its up to us to decide what it is. Its always been up to us we just forgot. Eventually it will be to late to do anything and the cock in our ass will slide just a bit deeper.
Fear and confusion this night.
Fuckin' hand.
/End of text
Yeah so I like...wrote that...
I personally think its utter shit.
Hopefully I'll write better the more I do it.
I also need to get this hand looked at.
Adios.
And I think I completely destroyed my hand doing so.
From what I can understand of my own hand writing this is what it states:
Cant write for too long, my hand is throbbing with every word. I dislocated the pinky on my right hand a while back and haven't had the drugs or courage to pop it back in. But this needs to be written because its gotten out of hand and someone has to say something. And when the climax is finally here and this great country has fallen I can look you all in the eye and smile knowing that I saw it all coming. Someone has to say somehting before we lose the right to do even that. People have forgotten about spekaing out for themselves. About lost freedom and ruined pride. The old president was an adulterer, but at least he took care of us. "Its the economy stupid.".
But now we fend for ourselves like animals. Theres a profound sense of dog-eat-dog where ever you go. No comradory just territoriality and blank glares. I noticed today that gas prices are lower, from what Im told this has been a week long happening but I wasn't aware until today because I dont drive. The presidents approval ratings are lower than they've ever been and the war is no longer wanted. A 9/11 memorial is being built at 'Ground Zero'. Does anyone else see what is happening here? Have I lost my mind? Am I just some paranoid reblleious teenager who has problems with authority? Maybe so friend, but Im not ready to accept that yet. People dont give a damn about how things work or about the details of life. Teenage boys and girls love their little sidekicks but they dont give a damn how they work, just as long as they do. We're being sueduced like some kind of drunken rape victim. We're being lured back in time. Back to when we were terrified of drinking the water or going to the mall or enjoying a nice milkshake with your favorite gal at the local diner. They want to remind us why we should support them. They lowered gas prices? How kind of them, the president is doing such a wonderful job. And he says he'll appear at the 9/11 memorial to make a public statement? What a peachy fella. They are lying straight to our faces and we're swallowing every word of it.
SWINE
pigs fuckin' pigs
You can do everything you want in this country as long as you let the goverment watch you while you do it. The most important thing to remember is something needs to happen and its up to us to decide what it is. Its always been up to us we just forgot. Eventually it will be to late to do anything and the cock in our ass will slide just a bit deeper.
Fear and confusion this night.
Fuckin' hand.
/End of text
Yeah so I like...wrote that...
I personally think its utter shit.
Hopefully I'll write better the more I do it.
I also need to get this hand looked at.
Adios.