Como estas?
I should be studying my Espanol. Today in class we aren't allowed to speak a lick of English. This should be interesting. I have a feeling I'm going to be silent the whole time.
I missed church again last night. For some reason I didn't care. I guess because The Well doesn't make me a Christian. I can only handle so much of "baby Christian" stories and talks. It's like a woman standing in front of a baby saying "goo goo gah gah" all the time. I love the youth director tons, but I can only take so much "goo goo gah gah" in my face when I'm not even a child anymore.
I've been struggling lately with the idea of shoving Christianity in people's faces, almost to the point of being fake. Don't get me wrong... I'm very much a Christian, and I don't see one part of my Christianity as fake, but sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions. Like at bible study, I feel as though I have to comment and say insightful ideas because if I don't, people will think my relationship with Christ isn't as it should be. I don't know why I'm trying to please people, I'm not here for them. I can't find the words to express what I'm trying to say. I'll just stop.
I voted yesterday. I prayed for God to show me His will in who should be our leader. My mind was never changed from who I had initially thought should be president, so I voted good ol' Dubya.
Dropped my statistics class. My teacher wasn't even surprised. haha I walked in and said "You're going to hate me." Then he said, "Go get the withdraw slip." How'd he know? Beats me. Maybe it was my 42 average, or the scared look on my face, or the irresponsibility of me turning 20 homework assignments in on test day.
Adios. 2 Tim 2:13
Heloise
I missed church again last night. For some reason I didn't care. I guess because The Well doesn't make me a Christian. I can only handle so much of "baby Christian" stories and talks. It's like a woman standing in front of a baby saying "goo goo gah gah" all the time. I love the youth director tons, but I can only take so much "goo goo gah gah" in my face when I'm not even a child anymore.
I've been struggling lately with the idea of shoving Christianity in people's faces, almost to the point of being fake. Don't get me wrong... I'm very much a Christian, and I don't see one part of my Christianity as fake, but sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions. Like at bible study, I feel as though I have to comment and say insightful ideas because if I don't, people will think my relationship with Christ isn't as it should be. I don't know why I'm trying to please people, I'm not here for them. I can't find the words to express what I'm trying to say. I'll just stop.
I voted yesterday. I prayed for God to show me His will in who should be our leader. My mind was never changed from who I had initially thought should be president, so I voted good ol' Dubya.
Dropped my statistics class. My teacher wasn't even surprised. haha I walked in and said "You're going to hate me." Then he said, "Go get the withdraw slip." How'd he know? Beats me. Maybe it was my 42 average, or the scared look on my face, or the irresponsibility of me turning 20 homework assignments in on test day.
Adios. 2 Tim 2:13
Heloise