back at square 5

Jan 27, 2007 01:32

Square 0: Obliviousness
Square 1: Mild interest
Square 2: Mutual attraction
Square 3: Deep affection
Square 4: Love
Square 5: Unrequitted love
Square 6: Utter agony tinted with melancholy
Square 7: Reconciliation
Square 8: Friendship

In the early progression of our relationship I went through all of these stages in the order listed above. Square 8 tops out around August of 2006. Since then, I went from 8 to 1 to 3 and now I seem to be back at 5. He was under this illusion that it's possible to go backwards from 3 or 4 which is where he ended up. But I'm quite sure that he is quite wrong. In any case. In order for me to be oblivious of him I would have to forget I ever met him, and that's not possible.

Anyway, it's about 3:30 pm in Japan right now and he still hasn't responded yet.
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