First Love

[senkyounosakami]

First love set away
Until another day, another life.
Why was it so easy for one,
Hard on the other to see the new so happy.

New friendship bonds, maybe more.
Still stuck on what we had, so confused.
Wanting more, but still afraid.
Not ready to let go.

Still needed, still wanted.
Times and feelings must change.
Hard to be happy when I feel so torn.
Unfair to the new.

Seeing the new of first love accepted,
Adopted.
Pain follows and cuts.
Was I ever worth their praise?

First love bliss brings first love pain.
Never again to be whole.
Still caring for you though it hurts inside.
First love I will never let go.

First love, will I ever let go.

This I had to get out before I could get to sleep. Good night.