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ive been thinking about talking to you...
i think about how many years we invested or pretended to. i think about how i feel like we're newly aquainted friends. i think about the sense of trust i feel in speaking to you, one i know could break any second...i dont care. i miss more of you. i miss that best friend in you, even though it wasnt that for quite a while. we werent good to each other and i wonder where in time that began. id like to sit down and tell you i love you...
but that would make things less comfortable...i think.
i think about how many years we invested or pretended to. i think about how i feel like we're newly aquainted friends. i think about the sense of trust i feel in speaking to you, one i know could break any second...i dont care. i miss more of you. i miss that best friend in you, even though it wasnt that for quite a while. we werent good to each other and i wonder where in time that began. id like to sit down and tell you i love you...
but that would make things less comfortable...i think.