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[seniorsizzlin]

im a liar
but you should sense it in me
im not as stable
smile and forget about it
because i should know
weld it into my rational

id love you
only if any of this
gave me the tiniest
taste of security

id write more about you
if it would mean
longer than letters last

id crawl through your house
instead of lunch
look at your skin
move me
touch your face
stare
left side
right side
again
keep you here
when youre gone
on paper
with pastels
or watercolors

funny in not in love
because this is how
id describe it