Try Once More
It's fairly fucked up when you realize that you've never really changed. You can convince yourself that you're generally mature and levelheaded but none of its true. You're still the sniveling little child you once were. I just hope it doesn't take something drastic to get over it this time. I swear this is all more than the sum of its parts. I'm just not sure what I'm missing. Maybe I do have regrets, and I have made mistakes. And maybe I make myself pay for them day after day because of general hubris or a sick need to be constantly displeased. No one really wants to be like this. Do they?
Bad bad bad bad.
Bad bad bad bad.