" you need some you time... to just figure your shit out. "
ok, figuring my shit out, day 1
i'm sober... by default.
not too thrilled about that...
but i know it's what i need.
besides, i'm broke$. meh.
i must apologizing for "alienating and lying" to my friends as the capt. put it, i'm not trying to justify or say "there was a reason dammit"... but there are a lot more things going on than i've shared with you, and now i'm at a place where i'm more than ready to share if i haven't already lost you guys. a wise man once said " be the person everyone wants to be around, and you will be. " so that's what chappy's working on now. being a good friend, being a good person. breath of fresh air, God-willing.
school wise,
i finally rearranged my shchedule
so now i never have a class before 9am
muhahahaha
that 7/8am shit was bull, sorry, i'm spoiled.
not a morning person.
asm-ing for journey has been interesting
but i really don't think i'm cut out for it
i understand the other side, now which was my goal
kind of like... how do i explain this...
u never understand/tip waiters until u are one, u know?
like u really don't "get" the other side per say, until u do it
so i'm doing it
yeah...
no more asm-ing for a while
but it definitely looks good on the resume' i suppose
and i get to watch amazing actors 24/7
it's a lot of work... and it's stressful, but
it's a learning experience, so, no regrets
amen
as far as actual acting goes, i'm liking my character
i've never done anything military-esque, so that's somewhat challenging to just be a loud, obnixious, honorable dick, heh... but my character is also a drunk whose drunk so it's still comical... he told me that's why he picked me, cause' he thought i could "put an interesting spin on being drunk"... hmm... i can't lie, i love my director j.berry. such a queen, heh. anywho
theatre dept. wise,
i love mede/clarence/adam and couldn't be more excited in that ballpark
choosing the monologue ur using for the semister...
a difficult task
but i'm finding some pretty good stuff
some from journey, some from other plays
one from 'closer' is brilliant
and i'm contemplating using the burial speech from "idle hands," lol (post it later)
we have to create a collage for acting 2 that represents "us"
this is an interesting task that i've been putting off
[::busts out the spray-paint and magazines::]
got out of math and my non-english speaking teacher
and got into theatre history 2 w/ richard, kinda stoked about that
9:30...
better than 8...
no sweat
i want to move out
i know i can't
but boy do i want to
finding a job is a bitch
wica-wica
correction:
finding a job is impossible
i can only work on sundays
until the play starts
then only on sunday for another month&1/2
until frogs starts
some availability, eh?
then summer rep God-willing
so who knows what that schedule will be
i need to take a semister off from theatre and just work as much as humanly possible, have some nice paper to fan myself with yo (white boy typing)
but i don't see that happening, especially with the shows scheduled for next term. brilliant choices (post later) so... i guess i have to accept being poor for the next 3 years and occasioanlly sell organs on the black market to go to movies and buy new timbo... 2005 is the year of timbo, muhahahha... i'm so stoked... anywho
car is still in the shop.
won't start. meh.
so i have g-pa's truck
that's been... interesting...
somebody buy me the "elektra" soundtrack? new evanescence track, can't wait.
that's all for now. off to "collage" and do homework. meh.
[::cheers::] to "me-time" i suppose?
(i'm sorry, but i seriously cannot get over this new timbo/game track. the beat is outta control. word. download " put you in the game " by the game, featuring/produced by timbaland. holla@chur gurl)
<3
.chappy
i'm sober... by default.
not too thrilled about that...
but i know it's what i need.
besides, i'm broke$. meh.
i must apologizing for "alienating and lying" to my friends as the capt. put it, i'm not trying to justify or say "there was a reason dammit"... but there are a lot more things going on than i've shared with you, and now i'm at a place where i'm more than ready to share if i haven't already lost you guys. a wise man once said " be the person everyone wants to be around, and you will be. " so that's what chappy's working on now. being a good friend, being a good person. breath of fresh air, God-willing.
school wise,
i finally rearranged my shchedule
so now i never have a class before 9am
muhahahaha
that 7/8am shit was bull, sorry, i'm spoiled.
not a morning person.
asm-ing for journey has been interesting
but i really don't think i'm cut out for it
i understand the other side, now which was my goal
kind of like... how do i explain this...
u never understand/tip waiters until u are one, u know?
like u really don't "get" the other side per say, until u do it
so i'm doing it
yeah...
no more asm-ing for a while
but it definitely looks good on the resume' i suppose
and i get to watch amazing actors 24/7
it's a lot of work... and it's stressful, but
it's a learning experience, so, no regrets
amen
as far as actual acting goes, i'm liking my character
i've never done anything military-esque, so that's somewhat challenging to just be a loud, obnixious, honorable dick, heh... but my character is also a drunk whose drunk so it's still comical... he told me that's why he picked me, cause' he thought i could "put an interesting spin on being drunk"... hmm... i can't lie, i love my director j.berry. such a queen, heh. anywho
theatre dept. wise,
i love mede/clarence/adam and couldn't be more excited in that ballpark
choosing the monologue ur using for the semister...
a difficult task
but i'm finding some pretty good stuff
some from journey, some from other plays
one from 'closer' is brilliant
and i'm contemplating using the burial speech from "idle hands," lol (post it later)
we have to create a collage for acting 2 that represents "us"
this is an interesting task that i've been putting off
[::busts out the spray-paint and magazines::]
got out of math and my non-english speaking teacher
and got into theatre history 2 w/ richard, kinda stoked about that
9:30...
better than 8...
no sweat
i want to move out
i know i can't
but boy do i want to
finding a job is a bitch
wica-wica
correction:
finding a job is impossible
i can only work on sundays
until the play starts
then only on sunday for another month&1/2
until frogs starts
some availability, eh?
then summer rep God-willing
so who knows what that schedule will be
i need to take a semister off from theatre and just work as much as humanly possible, have some nice paper to fan myself with yo (white boy typing)
but i don't see that happening, especially with the shows scheduled for next term. brilliant choices (post later) so... i guess i have to accept being poor for the next 3 years and occasioanlly sell organs on the black market to go to movies and buy new timbo... 2005 is the year of timbo, muhahahha... i'm so stoked... anywho
car is still in the shop.
won't start. meh.
so i have g-pa's truck
that's been... interesting...
somebody buy me the "elektra" soundtrack? new evanescence track, can't wait.
that's all for now. off to "collage" and do homework. meh.
[::cheers::] to "me-time" i suppose?
(i'm sorry, but i seriously cannot get over this new timbo/game track. the beat is outta control. word. download " put you in the game " by the game, featuring/produced by timbaland. holla@chur gurl)
<3
.chappy