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my head hurts my stomach hurts i have'nt showered in three day ... i'm gross.
i have absolutly no motivation i feel like i'm on a plane thats been in the process of crashing for 3 days and theres no getting off.. it's great..you'de love it.
i get hysteria for ever emotion, theres no inbetweens.. i wanna die one minute, then i don't then i do then i don't ... it's irratating... i'll go outside and one minute i'm happy it's nice out one minute i'm looking at all the pretty objects that i can kill myself with ..and the next minute i'm looking at all the pretty objects i can kill others with.. ...chimes espicially.
yes today, yesturday, and the day before i want to drink.. but not in my heart i don't ....... i'm sick sick girl
i have absolutly no motivation i feel like i'm on a plane thats been in the process of crashing for 3 days and theres no getting off.. it's great..you'de love it.
i get hysteria for ever emotion, theres no inbetweens.. i wanna die one minute, then i don't then i do then i don't ... it's irratating... i'll go outside and one minute i'm happy it's nice out one minute i'm looking at all the pretty objects that i can kill myself with ..and the next minute i'm looking at all the pretty objects i can kill others with.. ...chimes espicially.
yes today, yesturday, and the day before i want to drink.. but not in my heart i don't ....... i'm sick sick girl