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Jun 23, 2004 00:03

vllygirl89 [11:06 PM]: i've been thinking... most people define "love of their life" as in the man of their dreams (esp. when they are girls) but lately, i've realized that no man could ever have been as influencial and effective as you have been to me.
vllygirl89 [11:08 PM]: unfortunately, i find myself always confessing how i really feel about our friendship after a fight... and i wish i wouldve caught that sooner so i could have prevented it and told you more how much you mean to me
vllygirl89 [11:10 PM]: there are so many things you have taught me that i will remember for the rest of my life.. and the only thing i can ask for in return is the satisfaction of you learning something from me. it's a two way street and honestly.. mine seems to always be "under construction". i'm slowly and surely fixing that. because there is a reason you're my best friend and i'm not about to jeopardize it
vllygirl89 [11:13 PM]: so i will for now on tell you everyday how much i love you and how much you mean to me because i don't think you can ever hear it enough. i want you to feel comfortable(although you should already!!) w/ me and i want you to trust me (and although thats been a rocky situation... i'm workin on it!) but honey, after my mistakes i learn a little more each time... what i have left to learn after making them and i've never declared the trust me issue before... so from now on, mark my words, baby!! i'm not going anywhere and before you die you'll define me as youre most trustworthy partner in crime ;)
vllygirl89 [11:14 PM]: i'm like family, darling, you know that, so i'm workin on building that trust factor to be just like those people you claim "you can only trust" ;)
vllygirl89 [11:14 PM]: i love you baby!!!!!

i couldn't be more fortunate to have someone in my life like her.. and it makes it 100,000 times better.. because she is who she is that takes that position..and that is Megan Carvajal ladies and gentleman.. shes my everything.. i love her, and those three words will simply slip off my tounge when saying them to her. I'm not the whole "emotional" type girl to describe my feelings either. But with her, its a given. Its implied. I love her... and i couldnt mean it more.

so on a gushy mushy note....

i love you all.. but megan takes the cake!
:)
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