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from here on out im going to be happy. No matter what comes in my way.. no matter what trys to tear me up.. or knock me down.. i'll stay standing, with a smile on my face... even if smiling is the last thing i want to do. Because im really tired of being unhappy all the time. I've extremly blessed! I have everything i need, and most of what i want. I have amazing friends, a family who really cares for me, and a roof over my head. I have warm place to come home to at night, and i have people i can turn to whenever i may need them. I have people i can trust, i have really pretty eyes, i have nice hair, and i have a good personality. im happy... and theres no reason i shouldnt be.
jessie is spending the night tonight! so that makes me even happier :)
saturday sammy is spending the night.. :)
and me and nikki will probably hang out on sunday.!!.
and i went shopping yesterday! oh boy.
thank you guys for everything.
Thank you to you mother fuckers who may have hurt my feelings in the past, because it has only made me stronger.
thank you to the people i've realized i cant trust, it has made me choose my friends more wisely... (grammer?)
thank you to the people who i really love. You have taught me how to love.
Thank you trevor for breaking my heart.. you have made me stronger in that department.
Thank you megan for fucking me up emotinally and playing these "break" games with my head.. it has only made me more independent
thank you sammy for your warm hugs you show me when my days aren't going to hott.
and lastly.. thank you nikki for always knowing how to make me laugh, or simply spending hours with me doing nothing... but we can still get a kick out of it.
i love everyone. and everyone.. means everyone.
<3 alana.
(and im done with livejournal.... really done)
bye everyone!!
jessie is spending the night tonight! so that makes me even happier :)
saturday sammy is spending the night.. :)
and me and nikki will probably hang out on sunday.!!.
and i went shopping yesterday! oh boy.
thank you guys for everything.
Thank you to you mother fuckers who may have hurt my feelings in the past, because it has only made me stronger.
thank you to the people i've realized i cant trust, it has made me choose my friends more wisely... (grammer?)
thank you to the people who i really love. You have taught me how to love.
Thank you trevor for breaking my heart.. you have made me stronger in that department.
Thank you megan for fucking me up emotinally and playing these "break" games with my head.. it has only made me more independent
thank you sammy for your warm hugs you show me when my days aren't going to hott.
and lastly.. thank you nikki for always knowing how to make me laugh, or simply spending hours with me doing nothing... but we can still get a kick out of it.
i love everyone. and everyone.. means everyone.
<3 alana.
(and im done with livejournal.... really done)
bye everyone!!