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[sendme_an_angel]

latley.. i havent been myself. i havent been happy, or smiley..
i havent been cheerful.. and i havent been the person to brighten up peoples day..i havent been alana... and i haven't been me.

so much is going on.. that i cant handle.
i guess im a lot weaker than i thought i was.
im normally ahead of the game.. on top of things...
but latley.. i've been falling behind...

so.. to the people i've been blowing off latley ... im sorry..
but i just need sometime.

i'll be okay... and i dont want anyone to feel bad for me.. because all part of life is having ups and downs. and sometimes.. lifes harder on others than it is on some. so i'll be fine.

everyone.. keep my grandfather in your prayers please....
hes in critical conditon...
and one thing i dont need right now is having to say goodbye to him.

<3