Fic: You Embody Me

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Title: you embody me
Pairing: Tao/Chen
Word Count: 5,500~
Rating: R
Warnings: mentions of alcoholism, mentions of drug overdose, adult themes
Summary: Zitao is a typecast romance actor who wants something different. Jongdae is his agent who only really comes to understand what romance is after seeing what it's done to Zitao. Giftfic for the lovely

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spot for ang <3

[galbijiim]

BABY T_____________T
I STILL FEEL TOO DUMB FOR THIS
BUT I READ IT LIKE 30 TIMES NOW I THINK

ugububuguugug even if I feel dumb I love it and you made it for me when I was joking around omf I am so bad at asking for things and chelsssssss

and god this story starts out so depressing as fuck and then its like weh tao baby you try so hard

don't sell yourself short

so tries to change and then it doesn't work and its DEPRESSING THAT HE HAS TO GO BACK BUT THEN HIS POSITIVE OUTLOOK AT IT

AND ALL THIS WITH CHEN WHO I S DRUNK ADDICT AND WHAT IS GOING ON

but the whole thing about tao in that faux europe place and description of it ahhhhhhh soooo niceeeeeeeeee

"it’s the ‘our’ that seems to magnetically pull jongdae forward, pressing his lips to zitao’s temple almost delicately. what he wants to say is ‘i love you’ but they’ve only just figured out how to fit together comfortably, so he thinks that’ll come a bit more naturally with time."

sobs

and the ending was so fluffy and what its like our relationship domsubswtich tip the scales lOL

[galbijiim]

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WHY WOULD YOU-

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IDK WHY YOU FEEL TOO DUMB, EVERYTHING YOUVE SAID IS EVERYTHING THIS IS, sobs you dont have to be ~smart~ or w/e to understand whats going on, its whatever you make of it!! (esp because its FOr you)

IDC IF YOU WERE JOKING you draw me so many things (AND U EVEN DREW FOR THIS!!! SCREAMS AT UUUUUUUUUUU) and you say you want taochen im going to giv eyou taochen. IN THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOWWWW

like i said, everything you said this is is just that... what it is, you are nOT TOO DUMB SO STOPPPPPP

and yes the ending is us, the confusion of who tops!! when its like.... obv the chel tops. but then she crumbles at ang's feet, so wait who is it again?? (aka the best kind of relationship)

orz sobs im glad you liked it regardless AND IM SORRY NEXT TIME ILL JUST STICK TO FLUFFY LAYTON HURRRDSLgh no im kidding /squishes u/

[galbijiim]

I FEEL DUMB BECAUSE IT TOOK ME 30+ READS AND TIME TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO COMMENT LMAO I mean I could have always just commented: "JDSKGLJALSKFJDSKJGSKDFJRBOOOPROOROROOOROooROooO WHALE NOISES" but I wanted to leave something of substance and that required me to reread and understand ok gosh no don't say that it's still wonderful to read each time and I love it so and pets you

LMAO I'M SORRY I HAVE A WEAK LITTLE BUNNY HEART GOSH [I'm glad you like it! I really liked that line /lmao is it really the most angst omfg/]

best kind of relationship clearly you are the tao to my chen? or is it the other way around. oho hohoho

<333

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YOU DIDNT HAVE TO EVEN COMMENT, SPAZZIng AND WHALE NOisES WOULDVE BEEN FINE but sobs you are too cute tho <33

EXCUSE ME IM P SURE I AM CHEN yOU ARE TAO. except on weekends, then we switch. or something. or we switch whenever you are at will to hold your drawings hostage @ me. this relationship is all sorts of effed up, but i love it <33