Oct 12, 2005 18:54
Today, I woke up and was the crankiest I've ever been in QUITE some time. All day, I'd get pissed off at the smallest things, and getting worked up over filling out a form that may or may not mean I'm signed up for a credit card. In return, I received a free pita. It had chicken, feta cheese, and ranch dressing. And no, it wasn't worth it.
I've been on an emotional roller coaster all week. Going to school, and joking around with people, I'm getting the feeling that even though I have a sweet time with folks, it really isn't going to a more emotionally deep level. So, despite having a lot of friends, I don't, in the real sense of the word. Lonliness is a bitch; it's like sophomore year all over again. Going to school and doing the same old shit was alright for a while, but now, I'm just sick of it all. This morning, I woke up not wanting to leave the house; I wanted to sleep all day. Fuck that.
So, what I'm saying is that this week has kicked ass so far. Being an emotional bitch is definitely my idea of a sweet mental state.
This better be over soon, or someone who's walking slowly in front of me at ASU is getting a foot in the back of their head.
See?!! THIS IS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!