everything sucks!!!
I don't know maybe it's just too late and i'm tired, i need to sleep, but whatever the reason as to why i'm hella down right now, i don't care.... I'm getting tired of feeling ok one minute come the next minutes all these horrible thoughts occupy my mind. I don't know what i want to accomplish anymore, what i wanna do, where i wanna go. Why do i keep feeling that i'm just wasting my time, that i should be somewhere else, but where??
Everyone, the usual people sonya, jojo and lowel are all downstairs in the morgue studying and where am i?? up here, for the past hours i haven't really done hw, well i did but i kinda bullshit everything, in fact that's what i've been doing since i got here. I've been bullshitting all my hw, my midterms, and everything else. I'm so tired of telling myself that i like it here, i'll get used to living here, and that everything is just gonna be alright.
I don't wanna let anyone down, ugh! forget it!! i'm just gonna read
Everyone, the usual people sonya, jojo and lowel are all downstairs in the morgue studying and where am i?? up here, for the past hours i haven't really done hw, well i did but i kinda bullshit everything, in fact that's what i've been doing since i got here. I've been bullshitting all my hw, my midterms, and everything else. I'm so tired of telling myself that i like it here, i'll get used to living here, and that everything is just gonna be alright.
I don't wanna let anyone down, ugh! forget it!! i'm just gonna read