Oh My God, The Pain...
Shit. Fucking ow.
Okay, really short; until today, it had been almost six months since I last had a period. Basically, since last summer. I was pretty sure that it had gone with the wind because of stress (it's happened to me before, but not for such a long uh... period of time), which is why I wasn't worried. Besides which, I know theres no possible way that I was pregant.
Anyway. Today.
I am hurting so fucking badly that my whole body is shaking, and I've broken out in cold sweats. Goddamn cramps from hell. I'd forgotten how much it hurt...
I've always been this way, unfortunately, since way back when I first got my period. Cramps so bad they double me over and make my eyes water. There's not much I can do about it, as far as I know.
.....
FUCK! THIS HURTS!
My plan for today is to spend it flat on my back (or curled up into a little ball, depending on how I'm feeling at the time) watching the new Generator Gawl DVDs Mom bought for my yesterday.
And possibly Montel Williams when it comes on.
And taking mighty amounts of motrin.
...that's about it.