work and work

May 23, 2005 10:29

I haven't written in my journal lately because I haven't been doing much besides work. I work Mon-Wed in Kzoo and then go to j-town to work Thurs-Sat. It is good to start saving money though, so when I do my internships, I won't be worried so much about money.

It was a typical weekend. David had track high school regionals on Saturday. On Sunday, we went to church at SAU. We have recently started to sit next to this older couple that David has known for years. It is his best friend's parents. I have a feeling that they might be our mentors in some capacity someday. We got to visit with David's brother Dan and his newphew Spensor. It was Spensor's 4th b-day and his party theme was Thomas the Train. I got him the Whack a Mole game. David got him a soceer ball and net since Spensor is going to be playing socceer and baseball starting this summer. I can't wait to go watch him play. I love to see David with little kids. It makes him seem like just a big kid himself and it is at those times that I can picture him as a wonderful father.

Joe and I have made plans to go see "Switchfoot" at the J-town fair in August. That should be fun. I haven't seen Joe since Christmas time. We usually get together about 2-3 times a year.

My parents and I are suppose to go up north this weekend. Part of me just wants to stay home in k-zoo. I really wish that I was going on a trip with David instead, but that would break my parents hearts if they knew that. Our family vacation last year was awful and I told myself that I would not go on another one, but here I am again going on one. My mom said that she has found new things to do in MI, so we'll see I guess.

My 1st OT fieldwork starts in one month. I told myself that I would be reviewing anatomy in this time off, but all I have been doing is working and reading theology books. It has been refreshing and at times frustrating at all the same time to be able to reflect on my life, my reltaionship with God, my relationship with David and just what the future holds. I am learning to be more dependent on God, as I feel that most of the things on my list are out of my control. I hate the feeling of not knowing, of not having assurance that I am making the right decisions.

Love,
Sen
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