..justin
well, after lunch we had science.. but aspirers had a meeting, so onto the meeting and i do book fair thursday...ahha.. i dont have to see any of them.so, anyway.. it only took 5 mins and we got back into science.. i let him copy my algebra cuz i was enjoying him today.. so, we kept on making jokes and luaghing..it was great..hes goin to stevens party ;) you know what that means.. he wants to, and i wonder why.. so anyway,i got the nerve to ask him if he'd wanna hang out..and to call me tonite if hes not going annywhere.. he said sure, and of course i didnt believe him.. why would i?so.. after a while, i was happy and everything, and i asked him if he was actually my friend, if he really liked me.. he tells me his dad says im a great friend, well, wtf do you think of me justin? do you like me, or am i just a chick with big tits to joke around with and talk to..ill probably never know.. thats why im always depressed. i dont know who really likes me or cares for me. i think its no one, but thats cause i feast off attention