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I went out for the first time after he left.
Why? Because I needed water, bad.
Have been out for awhile, and when tap water starts to be tempting, it's real bad.
Not that far, just across the road really.
Still it felt funny.
Even worse when they asked "Hey, where's your boyfriend at?"
Even weirder when I couldn't answer. Unable to say anything, just handing over the money.
Retarded now that I think about it.
Not that hard to say "gone" is it?
Wish I could be like him and be all happy and go back to "normal".
So not me.
I'm whiny ;(
All I can hold on to is the next time he has time for me. Be it to talk or to whatever.
Lots of that is what it takes to keep me going. Kind of.
3 months passed way too quickly ><
aaaaaaaaargh poop.
Why? Because I needed water, bad.
Have been out for awhile, and when tap water starts to be tempting, it's real bad.
Not that far, just across the road really.
Still it felt funny.
Even worse when they asked "Hey, where's your boyfriend at?"
Even weirder when I couldn't answer. Unable to say anything, just handing over the money.
Retarded now that I think about it.
Not that hard to say "gone" is it?
Wish I could be like him and be all happy and go back to "normal".
So not me.
I'm whiny ;(
All I can hold on to is the next time he has time for me. Be it to talk or to whatever.
Lots of that is what it takes to keep me going. Kind of.
3 months passed way too quickly ><
aaaaaaaaargh poop.