Jun 30, 2005 15:11
Ok, so sorry to talk about Patrick in all of my entries but....deal it with bitch. I got a comment today on myspace from Patrick right...it said something like "I am still in love with this girl...and i don't care who knows it." do you know what my expression was when i saw this? ?_? I was happy i suppose but still, confusion overran my mind. Ofcourse before I read this he texted me while I was asleep, you know just asking me how i was feeling (since I got very drunk.) Then he asked me if I wanted to hang out tonight because he had fun the other day when we hung out and yatta yatta yatta. I then read his comment, starts to make a little more sense....then he calls me later and asks if it is ok if he change it to saturday because his brother is moving to Indy tomorrow since he got a new job as a minister up ther...but that is beside the point. But yeah and i said that that was fine and all that jazz. But eah then he said we could do..and I quote..."dinner, movie, the whole 9 yards." Now, that sounds like a date to me, because that is what most of our dates consisted of. So now I don't know he if wants to get back together or what and if so i don't know if I am ready to get back into a relationship with him and it's just soooo confusing. URG.
"everything's not lost" coldplay