Nicole and Paris got nothin' on us.
So lets see....
Things are actually turning around (knock on wood).
Let's see, I don't know what it was, but all of the sudden i woke up and just didn't care anymore. Not to say that i lost all hope or anything, i just said "well, it sucks but....I'll deal" and I did! It was a nice feeling to wake up and not dread the day ahead. I don't knwo what happened, maybe it was the fact that I took two mental health days or whatever but I just felt so much better on wednesday. I don't knwo what changed. Even at school I was more willing to talk to people in my classes I had never talked to before. I just felt better. Let's see, I am passing all of my classes with atleast a B I believe. My anatomy final...CANCELLED! BWAHAHAHA. I have an A in chem and Algebra 2 I think I have a c in spanish actually so THAT is my lowest grade. Ummm, I hung out with my dear friend Melissa who is My version of Paris (minus the skankiness) and I ofcourse am Nicole. But we are still much cooler than them. My sisters graduation party was yesterday which was not bad. Went out with pat it was a lot of fun, i don't think i have had that much real fun with him in a while. Things just seem to be getting better. I haven't cried siiiince tuesday? which is good considering I have been an effing faucet for the past few weeks. JESUS. it was getting old. I think i am done with my Bib lit project for the most part, I still need to edit it, if i can't do it at my aunts house I may have to call upon my good buddy kevin. Taylors coming up for a week! And as his social director for the week i would just like to say that taylor will not be making out with anyone unless he clearly states he wants to. So ladies you best calm yourselves. I think I am going to get my tongue pierced too....gahhhh i want to so bad. I would have to hide it from my mom of course....but I could do it. if I get caught, what os she going to do? ground me? It's not gunna take the hole out of my tongue mom. I don't know. I just want something that can be hidden and shown off with the possibilty of getting arrested. But yeah, so about feeling good, i have several reasons why i feel awesome. But mostly it is just because...well this may sound corny but I am a spirtual person so there....i have been praying a lot lately and it didn't seem to help much at first but now I just kind of feel liek a weight has been lifted you know? That i am not going through it alone...not that I am saying that God spoke to me or anything but he kind of shined that light on some of the people I needed the most right now, without their help and advice don't think I could be doing as well as I have been these past few days. Like Jon, who has become one of my best friends, and melissa who is also one of my best friends and partner in crime, and Ryan who has been there for me whenever I needed him there, and of course Kevin who has been a great friend since the 6th grade and has been fun to chat with until 4 in the am at random places. and just a bunch of other people who have made it so much easier to cope with all that has been going. Thank you very much guys i love you all a lot.
But Now I have to do my anatomy project. Bye byyyeeeee.
Things are actually turning around (knock on wood).
Let's see, I don't know what it was, but all of the sudden i woke up and just didn't care anymore. Not to say that i lost all hope or anything, i just said "well, it sucks but....I'll deal" and I did! It was a nice feeling to wake up and not dread the day ahead. I don't knwo what happened, maybe it was the fact that I took two mental health days or whatever but I just felt so much better on wednesday. I don't knwo what changed. Even at school I was more willing to talk to people in my classes I had never talked to before. I just felt better. Let's see, I am passing all of my classes with atleast a B I believe. My anatomy final...CANCELLED! BWAHAHAHA. I have an A in chem and Algebra 2 I think I have a c in spanish actually so THAT is my lowest grade. Ummm, I hung out with my dear friend Melissa who is My version of Paris (minus the skankiness) and I ofcourse am Nicole. But we are still much cooler than them. My sisters graduation party was yesterday which was not bad. Went out with pat it was a lot of fun, i don't think i have had that much real fun with him in a while. Things just seem to be getting better. I haven't cried siiiince tuesday? which is good considering I have been an effing faucet for the past few weeks. JESUS. it was getting old. I think i am done with my Bib lit project for the most part, I still need to edit it, if i can't do it at my aunts house I may have to call upon my good buddy kevin. Taylors coming up for a week! And as his social director for the week i would just like to say that taylor will not be making out with anyone unless he clearly states he wants to. So ladies you best calm yourselves. I think I am going to get my tongue pierced too....gahhhh i want to so bad. I would have to hide it from my mom of course....but I could do it. if I get caught, what os she going to do? ground me? It's not gunna take the hole out of my tongue mom. I don't know. I just want something that can be hidden and shown off with the possibilty of getting arrested. But yeah, so about feeling good, i have several reasons why i feel awesome. But mostly it is just because...well this may sound corny but I am a spirtual person so there....i have been praying a lot lately and it didn't seem to help much at first but now I just kind of feel liek a weight has been lifted you know? That i am not going through it alone...not that I am saying that God spoke to me or anything but he kind of shined that light on some of the people I needed the most right now, without their help and advice don't think I could be doing as well as I have been these past few days. Like Jon, who has become one of my best friends, and melissa who is also one of my best friends and partner in crime, and Ryan who has been there for me whenever I needed him there, and of course Kevin who has been a great friend since the 6th grade and has been fun to chat with until 4 in the am at random places. and just a bunch of other people who have made it so much easier to cope with all that has been going. Thank you very much guys i love you all a lot.
But Now I have to do my anatomy project. Bye byyyeeeee.