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Wow so it's been 2 years...
I can't believe that I am almost done with college. Man time flies.
I've been wondering lately if I'm to trusting. I've found out that people have been lying to me for over a year when I thought they were one of the few people I could trust to be honest with me. So much has happened and I don't even know what to say now. It's as if life has taken over and left me far behind. I had so many dreams and aspirations about college. I planned on it being the "best years of my life," when in reality it was worse than middle school. I'm glad that I came to EU don't get me wrong. I love my profs but true friends are hard to come by, at least for me. Maybe that's it... maybe it's me, but then I recall a recent conversation with a true friend from back home and I know it's not me. Don't you hate it when someone who you love does something dumb and does it just to make you mad. Why?!
Well a lot has happened and a lot in my life has changed. Overall though, I am pursuing God, preparing for the real world, dealing with failures and mistakes, learning to think in a whole new way, and trying to figure out what is going to happen to my family over the next few years.
Also, it's almost Christmas so to any of you reading this Merry Christmas!
With love,
Sarah
I can't believe that I am almost done with college. Man time flies.
I've been wondering lately if I'm to trusting. I've found out that people have been lying to me for over a year when I thought they were one of the few people I could trust to be honest with me. So much has happened and I don't even know what to say now. It's as if life has taken over and left me far behind. I had so many dreams and aspirations about college. I planned on it being the "best years of my life," when in reality it was worse than middle school. I'm glad that I came to EU don't get me wrong. I love my profs but true friends are hard to come by, at least for me. Maybe that's it... maybe it's me, but then I recall a recent conversation with a true friend from back home and I know it's not me. Don't you hate it when someone who you love does something dumb and does it just to make you mad. Why?!
Well a lot has happened and a lot in my life has changed. Overall though, I am pursuing God, preparing for the real world, dealing with failures and mistakes, learning to think in a whole new way, and trying to figure out what is going to happen to my family over the next few years.
Also, it's almost Christmas so to any of you reading this Merry Christmas!
With love,
Sarah