Apr 22, 2005 18:48
This is kind of odd. Typing into a empty box and creating text that could either make or break someone's heart.
I've felt these emotions before, but never this strong or continuous. The feeling of someone laughing with you, instead of at you, the feeling of connecting with someone. It just makes you feel invincible, like you could fly. I recently expressed my emotions with beautiful young woman i know, and with much surprise was met by similar feelings. And after a few days of talking and plans for a "date" was feeling pretty up and happy about life. But there's one problem, i have a prom date and so does she..and her prom date(i just recently found out) is kinda pissed b/c he REALLY likes her. I have feelings 4 her, and i dont want the guy to get the feeling im stealing his girl. i know him and it just doesnt feel right. i've always been one for chivalry and all that oldskool stuff, but im just kinda torn that i might break this guys heart, which could make the girl i like feel bad. but on the other hand, but i dont want to get heartbroken as well. dont you just love life's twists on things.
damn i hope this al works out for the best, b/c i think i love this girl.
life is so difficult and i just want her to be happy.