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voice consultmybooks November 29 2011, 00:53:02 UTC
[...yes. Yes, let's start with this. Let's start with this and not the horrendous wrongness of their last encounter that still makes Giles' stomach churn with mortified embarrassment and uncertainty when he remembers it.]

Luceti has changed me a very great deal. And I'm glad of that.

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voice semper_cogitans November 29 2011, 02:51:59 UTC
[It's a good thing that Robert has absolutely no idea that Giles feels this way. Hell, as far as he was aware, Giles was a very nice boy! A bit loud, but very nice... and mistreated by his parents.]

... Do you... think the changes were good, in and of themselves...?

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Re: voice consultmybooks November 29 2011, 02:52:54 UTC
[Desperately mistreated and deeply screwed up. It explains a lot about him and Giles wishes that it didn't.]

I'm not sure I understand. I think they were good changes, yes, by and large.

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voice semper_cogitans November 29 2011, 02:58:25 UTC
[Maybe one day Giles will see Robert as a little boy too and see some of his issues, and feel a bit better.]

Ah, well... I am glad...

... You have helped me with... some of my own, here. So it is... reassuring, to hear you say that.

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Re: voice consultmybooks December 1 2011, 19:42:09 UTC
You were willing to be helped. That's often the most important thing.

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voice semper_cogitans December 3 2011, 11:38:50 UTC
...

I have... been less willing, in the past.

[Somehow, it's easier to accept from Giles. Perhaps because he doesn't feel he can have false pride around the other man... it's harder to lie to a friend.]

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Re: voice consultmybooks December 4 2011, 22:45:56 UTC
That was before I knew you. I can't really comment.

You were here for a while before I first arrived, weren't you?

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voice semper_cogitans December 5 2011, 00:18:35 UTC
... I was. Several months, in fact...

... Helios was, er, one of the first people I ever met, here. Back on the... twenty-first of January.

[... It doesn't feel like it's been that long.]

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Re: voice consultmybooks December 5 2011, 02:37:40 UTC
And because of that, you were able to help me when I returned.

...I don't think I ever thanked you for that, Robert.

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voice semper_cogitans December 5 2011, 04:34:36 UTC
Ah - ... it was hardly anything difficult for me. I... I would have wanted to. And... and you have done much more for me...

[Robert smiles shyly at this anyway, though.]

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Re: voice consultmybooks December 12 2011, 03:51:43 UTC
But you helped me before we properly knew one another.

Don't sell yourself too short, Robert. That meant a lot.

And a birthday present is the least I owe you.

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voice semper_cogitans December 12 2011, 16:58:53 UTC
[... It's still difficult for him to accept it, however much Giles insists. But eventually, Robert nods a little.]

If... if you wish, Giles. I would... be appreciative of anything you wanted to provide...

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Re: voice consultmybooks December 17 2011, 00:43:49 UTC
I wish. I don't suppose you've had any sort of cake, then? Or has Helios already taken care of that?

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voice semper_cogitans December 18 2011, 00:36:24 UTC
He... certainly has. [Robert almost laughs at this.] He was... insistent, even.

[More softly:] I will be sure to return the favour...

... Of course, I... appreciate any desire to do so.

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