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[Voice] no_use_running March 6 2011, 01:27:02 UTC
Robert? Is everything alright?

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Re: [Voice] semper_cogitans March 6 2011, 01:41:46 UTC
... not exactly. [Evasive, but honest enough.]

I simply... wished to speak with you, Doctor Mizuno. Mostly because I feel that... that in order to understand who you are, I will need to understand why you call yourself a soldier.

... Donatello fights as well. So... perhaps understanding you will help me to understand that part of him, as well. [He's sort of hoping this, even if it's nearly unfathomable right now. At least Donatello did it in self-defense... but...]

... Would you consider what you do self-defense?

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Re: [Voice] no_use_running March 6 2011, 01:45:37 UTC
It's our mission. I told you that before. It hasn't changed. Our mission is to fight those enemies together to protect the planet.

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Re: [Voice] semper_cogitans March 6 2011, 02:28:12 UTC
A mission. [Robert dwells on this concept a little.] ... So somebody else told you to do this, correct? Or... made it so that you had to?

... And you said the alternative... would be destruction? [It's very obvious Robert has trouble with these concepts. He's talking about them like they're not even possible.]

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Re: [Voice] no_use_running March 6 2011, 02:36:56 UTC
What? What do you mean?

[They are... not really speaking the same language.]

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Re: [Voice] semper_cogitans March 6 2011, 03:10:29 UTC
[Indeed not.]

... This whole concept with protecting your planet. It... doesn't make sense to me. Why would another species come to attack your planet in the first place?

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Re: [Voice] no_use_running March 6 2011, 03:16:17 UTC
To rule it. And a grudge from a long time ago, in the past life.

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Re: [Voice] semper_cogitans March 6 2011, 04:36:33 UTC
[This just makes it even harder to understand. But Robert is determined.]

... Ruling it? So... they wish to... own your planet? ... What good would that do? Most non-human sapients cannot even live on Terra-like planets...

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Re: [Voice] no_use_running March 6 2011, 04:52:43 UTC
They can live there just fine. They were there for thousands of years, since our past life.

Is there a reason you need to ask about this?

[It makes her regret saying anything, letting him know at all, if it's just going to mean questioning, probing, disapproval.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans March 6 2011, 05:06:27 UTC
Ah, I see...

I am asking because I hope to gain some sort of understanding. Generally that is how I come to a conclusion...

... Though I suppose this may be an uncomfortable subject to discuss. However, I... I need to... to see if we are still friends after what happened. And... and if I am to truly be your friend, I should make an effort to try to... understand.

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Re: [Voice] no_use_running March 6 2011, 05:11:29 UTC
Uncomfortable?

[The voice is even and calm. The question is why it makes Robert uncomfortable now. There comes a time even Ami gets tired of feeling she has to defend herself, and pushes back.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans March 6 2011, 05:14:13 UTC
[Ami is more than welcome to push back. Robert actually doesn't know that she's feeling defensive at all, however.]

I thought that perhaps it would be difficult for you, because of the fact that I do not understand very easily. ... Or even at all. [Though it is very awkward to admit this fact...] But perhaps I am incorrect in this regard and it is only I who is in any discomfort.

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Re: [Voice] no_use_running March 6 2011, 05:20:59 UTC
I understand myself. That's enough for me.

[A lesson a certain man had gone about trying to teach her in all the wrong ways. But she learned some more of that true determination later on.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans March 6 2011, 05:23:21 UTC
[Robert nods slightly to himself, but he's still frowning.]

But would it not be easier if I understood you as well? I would wish for my friends to understand me - or at least to make a genuine effort... ... Not that I have much experience with friendships, but... [He sighs a little.]

... Some of it is simply my own curiosity.

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Re: [Voice] no_use_running March 6 2011, 05:29:30 UTC
I see. What was it you were curious about?

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[Voice] semper_cogitans March 6 2011, 05:41:21 UTC
About... your world. About what makes your world a place where you are a soldier.

When Donatello told me about his world, he told me about how he was always constantly in danger of being attacked simply because he was different, because of the pre-Terran humans who cannot see him as anything other than something to be reviled.

So I perhaps... wondered if your world is something similar, or if there can be - if there is another reason to want to attack your world.

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