Knocking on ______'s door
There's something about this Halloween thing that just brings out the worst in a person. Ugh, I feel sick. If Katou slipped me one of his narcotics, I'm will cut him.
Maybe this other Lucifer has something to do with it. No, not other. This Lucifer look-a-like. The Alexiel that should have been. I think I'm affected by this...
...Setsuna....
I've never been one for poetics. Sometimes I pull something out for Setsuna whenever he's being ridiculous and he'll understand afterwards. I guess children are like that. God knows I'm not.
But when I sat in Anagura, wondering when the blood would finally run away from my veins onto the marble floor, I just thought about the poetics. It wasn't injustice in the least, but rather everything was finally justified in my mind. I deserved it. I wanted it. And it wasn't suicide... it was solitude.
Hn. And being Rosiel's personal chopping block was the same. No one dies for the sake of dying. It's all for the final escape.
And with me, there's always blood. Always.
Lucifer never felt anything. Or at least I he tried not to
Hisui asked me how I felt. Honestly? ...I feel... I feel....
....
It hurts... somewhere.
...Savior....
((ooc: Raise your hand if you know what's going on! *raises hand*))
Maybe this other Lucifer has something to do with it. No, not other. This Lucifer look-a-like. The Alexiel that should have been. I think I'm affected by this...
...Setsuna....
I've never been one for poetics. Sometimes I pull something out for Setsuna whenever he's being ridiculous and he'll understand afterwards. I guess children are like that. God knows I'm not.
But when I sat in Anagura, wondering when the blood would finally run away from my veins onto the marble floor, I just thought about the poetics. It wasn't injustice in the least, but rather everything was finally justified in my mind. I deserved it. I wanted it. And it wasn't suicide... it was solitude.
Hn. And being Rosiel's personal chopping block was the same. No one dies for the sake of dying. It's all for the final escape.
And with me, there's always blood. Always.
Lucifer never felt anything. Or at least I he tried not to
Hisui asked me how I felt. Honestly? ...I feel... I feel....
....
It hurts... somewhere.
...Savior....
((ooc: Raise your hand if you know what's going on! *raises hand*))