Feb 05, 2010 09:12
neil told me i was given a gift, and that i don't use it to it's fullest extent. i realize that 1% of the population at most gets this gift. and i realize that i am extremely conceited in saying that, but you must understand, that that is part of the gift.
neil also says that she didn't have the gift. but if i am so called "aware" then i say... what makes him god? who gives him power to say so? and i say, she did.
my first action... my first moment in full use of my "awareness", is to defy neil. oh if he was worthy he should feel so proud...