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that was a really nice thanksgiving. ran around at the park, didn't eat too much, watched a bit of football. ok no that last part is still awful haha i still cannot bring myself to like it. but my uncle tackled me and we wrestled and he tickled me and i felt like i was five. so great. i actually yelled out "uncle" when it got to the point where i was laughing and thrashing around so hard i could barely breathe. they all left though. i needed them to stay another few hours. it's only 7:30 and now i have to do homework. gahhhhhhhh. i don't care. i need to care. the idea is there, the motivation is there, the drive and goals are all there. but i pick up my chem book and want to strangle someone. what's wrongggg with me?

i'm ready for this all to be over. to be in our cottage with our friends and maybe family cooking our own vegan thanksgiving and right about now, when the evening is over, going to bed together. all warm and full in each others arms.

any time, please. any time now.