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i can say this year is going to be different and everything will be fucking wonderful. but it won't. im still going to be the lazy + chubby bitch that i am. my grades will still be B's, instead of A's. I still will feel isolated, lonely, and destined to be the girl who has 8 cats. the best thing i can do is not focus on myself. all this inward shit is what makes teenagers so damned unhappy. well, raving hormones, insecurity and acne don't help much. im also sticking with platonic love this year. im staying away from all this romance. tis not fun. i'm a control freak. Being smitten with someone takes away that control.
Tales of Carlos O' Kelleys
me: hi! how many? blah, blah.
two 30something ladies: 3
me: okay. do you have a---
two 30something ladies: WE WANT TO GET DRUNK
me: okay, smoking then?
me: Hi, guys. How many?
family: 4. her date is coming.
me: okay.
girl: actually they are just teasing. he's my brother.
later.. after seating them...
father: do you guys take food stamps?
*sigh* the glory of food service.
Tales of Carlos O' Kelleys
me: hi! how many? blah, blah.
two 30something ladies: 3
me: okay. do you have a---
two 30something ladies: WE WANT TO GET DRUNK
me: okay, smoking then?
me: Hi, guys. How many?
family: 4. her date is coming.
me: okay.
girl: actually they are just teasing. he's my brother.
later.. after seating them...
father: do you guys take food stamps?
*sigh* the glory of food service.