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I AM: a verbose, sarcastic, insecure girl.
I WANT: cock.
I HAVE: very dark and sexual sense of humor
I WISH: i had someone who really loved me who i am.
I HATE: religion. and my mom.
I MISS: my dad.
I FEAR: screwing up everything
I HEAR: nico
I SEARCH: people are actually real and open minded.
I WONDER: if i really am truly fucked up.
I REGRET: not always being myself
I LOVE: my true friends.
I ACHE: to suceed. to achieve beyond my wildest dreams.
I ALWAYS: say more than i should
I AM NOT: this ditzy girl who likes pop music and follows her hick peers. i like wasp-y, but im far from it.
I DANCE: never
I SING: goofily
I CRY: always
I AM NOT ALWAYS: this emotional nutcase.
I WRITE: most of the time, although its all shit
I WIN: at verbal arguments.
I LOSE:
I CONFUSE: most everyone.
I NEED: cock
I SHOULD: stop being so hard on myself.
x. you keep a diary: blog + lj
x. you like to cook: our kitchen is being remodeled. but i do boil pasta still.
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: im not just ugly on the outside.
x. you believe in love: yes. although i wonder if it just twists around and hurts you.
The weirdest person you know: my ex theology teacher. i think he fucked chickens.
the Loudest Person you Know: myself.
the Sexiest Person you Know: HAHAHAHA
the cutest: tasha
Your close friends: rebecca.
the Person that Knows the Most about you: no one. i seem open, but i keep my secrets.
What is...? your most overused phrase on IM: kewl (that drives me fucking CRAZY)
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: the thought of cuddling with someone i love. *sigh*
your best feature: LOL. umm..
Inside joke:
Do You take a shower everyday: i shower, but don't wash my hair because its like african american hair and i wash it too much it gets gross.
have a(any) crush(es): i get crushes every 2 or so minutes.
want to get married: no.
get motion sickness: ive grown out of it.
think you're a health freak: i need to be more of one.
get along with your parents: HAHAHA. my dad is dead, and my mom is a bitch. need i say more?
like thunderstorms: yes, very much.
SIGN: scorpio
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: light brown.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blond.
EYE COLOR: blue
BIRTHPLACE: central illinois
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 17
COLOR: i love all colors, although i like certain color schemes over others.
DAY: saturday
MONTH: november. i love fall and my birthday.
SONG: these days- nico
FOOD: vegeterian lasagna, chicken picado, mozeralla cheese sticks
SEASON: fall
SPORT: video games.
DRINK: green tea, vanilla sprite
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? tied.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocalate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla.
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? .yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yes, but i was getting paid for it.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes. im an avid consumer.
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no.
TALKED TO AN EX? no.
MISSED AN EX? no.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no.
MISSED SOMEONE? my dad.
HUGGED SOMEONE? my mother tried to hug me.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? thats sort of unending.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
name 10 bands you listen to:
sleater-kinney
queens of the stone age
queen
velvet underground
eels
the streets
the who
radiohead
the clash
the sounds
---beck... but he's not a band.
name 9 things you hate:
george bush
my mom
ann coulter
heavy metal
superficial people
sports
most of my peers
conservative closemindedness.
would you ever~
1. Eat a bug? sure.
2. Bungee jump? yes.
3. Hang glide? yes.
4. Kill someone? no
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? done it.
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? no.
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no. not my cuppa tea.
8. Parachute from a plane? sure
9. Walk on hot coals? no. i have really sensitive feet. don't ask.
10. Go out with someone for their looks?
11. For their reputation? no way.
12. Be a vegetarian? no. i like chicken too much.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? no
14. IM a stranger: do it all the time.
15. Sing karaoke? no.
16. Get drunk off your ass? sometimes
17. Shoplift? have, not anymore
18. Run a red light? oh yes
19. Star in a porn video? i seriously doubt they would allow me.
20. Dye your hair blue? sure.
21. Be on Survivor? never
22. Wear makeup in public? most of the time
23. NOT wear makeup in public? yes, too often for my own good
24. Cheat on a test? done it.
25. Make someone cry? yes.
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? no, but she was fucking her mother.
27. Kick a baby? no!
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? yes. i have a strange attraction to older men.
29. Cuss out a priest? always
30. Take a job as a janitor? if i needed the money.
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? never
32. Stay up all through the night? usually
33. Drink straight espresso? ocassionally
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I WANT: cock.
I HAVE: very dark and sexual sense of humor
I WISH: i had someone who really loved me who i am.
I HATE: religion. and my mom.
I MISS: my dad.
I FEAR: screwing up everything
I HEAR: nico
I SEARCH: people are actually real and open minded.
I WONDER: if i really am truly fucked up.
I REGRET: not always being myself
I LOVE: my true friends.
I ACHE: to suceed. to achieve beyond my wildest dreams.
I ALWAYS: say more than i should
I AM NOT: this ditzy girl who likes pop music and follows her hick peers. i like wasp-y, but im far from it.
I DANCE: never
I SING: goofily
I CRY: always
I AM NOT ALWAYS: this emotional nutcase.
I WRITE: most of the time, although its all shit
I WIN: at verbal arguments.
I LOSE:
I CONFUSE: most everyone.
I NEED: cock
I SHOULD: stop being so hard on myself.
x. you keep a diary: blog + lj
x. you like to cook: our kitchen is being remodeled. but i do boil pasta still.
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: im not just ugly on the outside.
x. you believe in love: yes. although i wonder if it just twists around and hurts you.
The weirdest person you know: my ex theology teacher. i think he fucked chickens.
the Loudest Person you Know: myself.
the Sexiest Person you Know: HAHAHAHA
the cutest: tasha
Your close friends: rebecca.
the Person that Knows the Most about you: no one. i seem open, but i keep my secrets.
What is...? your most overused phrase on IM: kewl (that drives me fucking CRAZY)
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: the thought of cuddling with someone i love. *sigh*
your best feature: LOL. umm..
Inside joke:
Do You take a shower everyday: i shower, but don't wash my hair because its like african american hair and i wash it too much it gets gross.
have a(any) crush(es): i get crushes every 2 or so minutes.
want to get married: no.
get motion sickness: ive grown out of it.
think you're a health freak: i need to be more of one.
get along with your parents: HAHAHA. my dad is dead, and my mom is a bitch. need i say more?
like thunderstorms: yes, very much.
SIGN: scorpio
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: light brown.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blond.
EYE COLOR: blue
BIRTHPLACE: central illinois
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 17
COLOR: i love all colors, although i like certain color schemes over others.
DAY: saturday
MONTH: november. i love fall and my birthday.
SONG: these days- nico
FOOD: vegeterian lasagna, chicken picado, mozeralla cheese sticks
SEASON: fall
SPORT: video games.
DRINK: green tea, vanilla sprite
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? tied.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocalate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla.
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? .yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yes, but i was getting paid for it.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes. im an avid consumer.
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no.
TALKED TO AN EX? no.
MISSED AN EX? no.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no.
MISSED SOMEONE? my dad.
HUGGED SOMEONE? my mother tried to hug me.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? thats sort of unending.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
name 10 bands you listen to:
sleater-kinney
queens of the stone age
queen
velvet underground
eels
the streets
the who
radiohead
the clash
the sounds
---beck... but he's not a band.
name 9 things you hate:
george bush
my mom
ann coulter
heavy metal
superficial people
sports
most of my peers
conservative closemindedness.
would you ever~
1. Eat a bug? sure.
2. Bungee jump? yes.
3. Hang glide? yes.
4. Kill someone? no
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? done it.
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? no.
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no. not my cuppa tea.
8. Parachute from a plane? sure
9. Walk on hot coals? no. i have really sensitive feet. don't ask.
10. Go out with someone for their looks?
11. For their reputation? no way.
12. Be a vegetarian? no. i like chicken too much.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? no
14. IM a stranger: do it all the time.
15. Sing karaoke? no.
16. Get drunk off your ass? sometimes
17. Shoplift? have, not anymore
18. Run a red light? oh yes
19. Star in a porn video? i seriously doubt they would allow me.
20. Dye your hair blue? sure.
21. Be on Survivor? never
22. Wear makeup in public? most of the time
23. NOT wear makeup in public? yes, too often for my own good
24. Cheat on a test? done it.
25. Make someone cry? yes.
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? no, but she was fucking her mother.
27. Kick a baby? no!
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? yes. i have a strange attraction to older men.
29. Cuss out a priest? always
30. Take a job as a janitor? if i needed the money.
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? never
32. Stay up all through the night? usually
33. Drink straight espresso? ocassionally
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