Tschuess Mutz
Mutz und ich0914, originally uploaded by Semioticghosts.
I only seem to be posting on here these days when I'm sad. This picture is the most recent I have to hand of my godmother Mutz and I. She died yesterday, aged 75.
She was awesome and I'll miss her.
I got to speak to her once a week since my last post. I got to say what I think of her, how I feel about her. I'm glad about that bit.
I know she felt treated exceedingly well at the hospice and was not in pain. She said she was curious about dying. She said it was one of the last few true uncertainties, something the timing or manner of which was outside her grasp, but which she was awaiting with some degree of impatience.
Now she's made it.
I'm more than a little sorry for myself because she's not part of my life any more - I still can't quite get my head around a world with her not in it. I hope she's having fun, or peace, or enlightenment, or even all of the above. I hope her curiosity has been satisfied, like she always strove to satisfy mine.