And I believe there is a time for meditation in cathedrals of our own
Hummm.
It's been an interesting last week or so. It's had it's definite share of ups and downs.
The mom and I seem to be fighting more and more often now. I don't know if that's of my own doing -that I'm becoming more lax with my responsibility or because she's getting clingier as the inevitable comes closer. Because the honest truth of it is that she's going to have control over me for a minute amount of time now. and I think that that may scare her a good deal.
maybe it's a smidge of both.
Prom was absolutley amazing. For all the bitching and moaning that was done it ended up being a fabulous night.
Thank you.
Whiiiich of course highlighted my fear of what is to come -in college and whatnot. bah. and I'm worried that I won't find a group of friends in college that I'm able to love as much as the ones that I've got now. really scared actually.
However beach-week promises to be superfantabuloamazing! Heee, I'm pretty stoked.
Buuuuuut (before that), I'm kinda getting a little nervous about friday's performance -I was not happy with how I did in the dress rehearsal today. bleh.
And here's hoping I get everything done that I need to in order to graduate.
That'd be nice.
I'm just one big ball of happy and angst all at the same time.
Isn't that just super.
It's been an interesting last week or so. It's had it's definite share of ups and downs.
The mom and I seem to be fighting more and more often now. I don't know if that's of my own doing -that I'm becoming more lax with my responsibility or because she's getting clingier as the inevitable comes closer. Because the honest truth of it is that she's going to have control over me for a minute amount of time now. and I think that that may scare her a good deal.
maybe it's a smidge of both.
Prom was absolutley amazing. For all the bitching and moaning that was done it ended up being a fabulous night.
Thank you.
Whiiiich of course highlighted my fear of what is to come -in college and whatnot. bah. and I'm worried that I won't find a group of friends in college that I'm able to love as much as the ones that I've got now. really scared actually.
However beach-week promises to be superfantabuloamazing! Heee, I'm pretty stoked.
Buuuuuut (before that), I'm kinda getting a little nervous about friday's performance -I was not happy with how I did in the dress rehearsal today. bleh.
And here's hoping I get everything done that I need to in order to graduate.
That'd be nice.
I'm just one big ball of happy and angst all at the same time.
Isn't that just super.