Jun 07, 2006 01:36
My therapist and I talked yesterday about self-esteem. It got me thinking about my friends and how amazed I am to have any.
I see people who are able to accept others' love and concern without questioning it. I can remember the days when I was that way. It's just not the same anymore.
I always have to think about why things are the way they are, and I can't come up with any reasons as to why there are still people besides my family who talk to me.
I'm antisocial, I'm a dreadful conversationalist, I'm insecure, I'm not particularly bright. I don't see what there is that I have to offer.