The One Is Here? Or is the One only a figment of my dreams...

[semiemofatkid]

*shrugs*
Mabye I should give up on girls.
All the girls I like never end up liking me.
Or they like me.
But they like someone else more.
And then I don't have enough courage to ask them.
Because I want them to be happy.
So I want them to be with the one they like the most.
And usually/so far.
It hasn't been me.
*shrugs*
Oh well.
I mean.
Yeah, its depressing sometimes.
But I'll get over it.
I want to find the one that makes me happy when I see her.
The one that makes me happy when I hear her voice.
The one that makes my heart break when I see her with someone else.
The one.
That makes my heart soar when we're together.
And, I think I found her.
Or thought.
But I really don't know anymore.
She seems to be too lost in everyone else to care about me.
So I sit back and watch the show.
At least she's still one of my best friends.
*shrugs*
I just.
Can't seem to wait a moment longer.
For that ONE.
Yeah.
I know.
Emo entry.
Hahaha.
I'll catch you guys on the flip side.
Oh and by the way.
I'm pretty happy right now.
Despite everything I wrote.
Just b/c I'm emo doesnt mean I HAVE to be depressed all the time.
Hahah.
Payce peoples.
Love ya'll.

Josh a.k.a. The Mixing Of The Feuding Races(The Metal Emo)