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Exercising is working out great! Eating healthier is working out great. I feel alot better. I have alot more energy. I'm not going to fuck this one up. I will follow it through for the rest of my life.
YAY! Chris is home!! Eff Las Vegas! He came home and he got me a shot glass!
YAY! Chris is home!! Eff Las Vegas! He came home and he got me a shot glass!
a friendship is about communication. If we dont have coommunication with each other about how we feel and why, then we may as well have nothing. People are not made for guesswork- im no mind reader and therefor cannot guess what you are thinking or feeling ergo telepathy.
you make it out to seem that im nothing but a little snitch and go to your mom and tattle to her about everything, when we both know that this isnt true; that was the firstt ime i had ever spoken to your mom about anyhting we did and oyu are blowing it out of proportion.
There was no need for you to go off and be so unbelievably cruel and rude to me in my own livejournal. yes, i made a comment about you but it in NO WAY warrented yours. How can you say something so hurtful to me and then expect me to be all peachy and 'i <3 you too' about it and not take offense?
in regards to your 'friends': you are being completely irrational and unrealistic. Everyone int he WORLD is a friend to someone and the more you hang out with a person the more you get to know the people that they are friends with as well. It is completely risiculous of you to assume and expect a complete monopoly over every person that you meet and become friends with. Life simply does not work that way.
and since we are on the subject of quote 'stealing friends"- how did you think i felt when you started fucking around with chris b.?
i wasnt trying to steal your friends. i wasnt trying to make them like me more than you. i realize that you have just as many insecurites and i do and im sorry that this happens to be one of them. for you to think that of me...to think i would do that is simply unforgiving. you obviously dont know me at all.
overall cami what you said to me was cruel, spiteful, mailcious, and aimed at hurting me. it was completely uneccessary and could have been said in a more efficient, appropriate, and respectful manner. I dont need people who are like that to me- ive dealt with those types for too long and i deserve better. friends do NOT speak to friends the way that you spoke to me. that does nothing but denounce, demean, and designify a friendship. Since you obviously feel so negatively towards me and no doubt always have, i see little or no need for us to continue this illusion of friendship. that makes me sad. because up until today when i read your comment. i looked up to you a lot. i think i held you up on too high of a pedastel. i thought you were someone totally different and above what you said but i was wrong. i guess it was all...what? a lie? a joke? once again, i am wrong and stupid for trusting too much and too fast. you find someone to latch onto and you latch hard until you find someone else to latch onto that has more to offer. thats not friendship cami. thats...using people.
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