precognition
i really hate this feeling. up to now, i haven't found out the reason why all of the sudden i'll have this nervous feeling, like there's a lump in my throat. and then after a few minutes/hours some drastic (or not so drastic) event would happen.
after reading some papers about precog in the 'net, it said i might have an undeveloped gift. "sh-yeah right", i said to myself.
the thing is, i find this "vision" thing of mine inconsistent. sometimes i'll witness an event, sometimes i won't.
again, after searching and reading some papers i stumbled upon this subject about anxiety; chemical imbalance. "chemical imbalance my ass!", i said to that paper. i know i'm healthy. i've quit smoking (1 year and counting), and i haven't drank beer for a long time (ok, except last christmas).
if there are really unseen forces out there trying to tell me something, then i'd embrace this spontaneous anxiety thingy. i mean, it's really a great tool. but if this would continue as it is, like a hit or miss, i just want it stoppped...i just can't take it anymore...
after reading some papers about precog in the 'net, it said i might have an undeveloped gift. "sh-yeah right", i said to myself.
the thing is, i find this "vision" thing of mine inconsistent. sometimes i'll witness an event, sometimes i won't.
again, after searching and reading some papers i stumbled upon this subject about anxiety; chemical imbalance. "chemical imbalance my ass!", i said to that paper. i know i'm healthy. i've quit smoking (1 year and counting), and i haven't drank beer for a long time (ok, except last christmas).
if there are really unseen forces out there trying to tell me something, then i'd embrace this spontaneous anxiety thingy. i mean, it's really a great tool. but if this would continue as it is, like a hit or miss, i just want it stoppped...i just can't take it anymore...