Aug 13, 2003 10:25
I haven't had any sleep yet. It's 10:30am, and I am STILL awake. kill me now.
I was tossing and turning all night, my legs are aching and I had a headache, and was also worried about a close friend of mine. gee, do I sound like a hypochondriac?! *sigh*
I wish I had a job, but then again, would I handle a job at the rate I am going? I highly doubt it, I would probably last 2 weeks and then give up anyway, so maybe there is no point even thinking about it at this present moment in time.
It's pay day today, I need to somehow find a way to a Smiths City store, so I can put some money on my stereo. I have so many debts, It's so depressing.
I wish I could for once talk about something good on here..but..nope, nothing good pops into my head. And I'm not usually a negative thinker, just lately I guess..
Man, I think I had a fever or something last night, I was hell sweating, I had nothing over me, and I was SO hot. I don't know what it could've been. I had to get up and put a face cloth on my face..sad.
People have started being nicer to me again, one person in particular, I hope it's not just a trick or something. I hate it when I don't do anything to anyone, I'm always as nice as I can be, and it all gets thrown in my face. *sigh* But I guess some people just aren't worth it. I hate liars.
I went to see a couple of friends last night, watched 'Pirates of the Caribean' [spelling] and also Ali G in da house. haha, I love that movie, It always makes me laugh.
I'm so hungry. I didn't get up till 6pm yesterday! how lazy is that. I couldn't believe it when I woke up and looked at the clock. Maybe thats why I couldn't sleep last night? My body may have thought that I was being greedy with the sleep and had had enough. But I am SO tired. LET ME SLEEP.
I've been listening to old Queen songs, surely this will put me to sleep..
Someone has been hacking into my hotmail account..which is highly annoying, as now I have had to change my msn and things. I wish people had better things to do with their time.
ahh, I shall go and attempt this sleep thing again..no doubt I'll be updating again in an hour..
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