AUDITION
It's tomorrow!
I thought I didn't get nervous. In the morning, everything was ok, but after dinner I more nervous. I so hope I'm going to get accepted. There are 460 applications and only 15 get accepted. So that's a chance 1/18, which is extremely small. I'm going to try anyway. But right now I feel that sometimes I'm a bit shaky. I dunno what it is, but sometimes I tend to think nothing's there tomorrow. That it's just like every regular Sunday. I get up, get a breakfast, do a bit of homework, go online, watch tv, watch the Eastenders omnibus, eat again, go online, read a bit, go to sleep. Instead of that it's going to be: waking up, take a shower, eat, leave, drive to Utrecht, see where I have to go first in the building (these moments are the scariest), meet some people (scary too, but also nice) dance/act (which is totally my thing), have some kind of conversation with some of the teachers (possibly), leave, eat, sleep.
Monday: Work for school + being nervous for the results
Tuesday: Work for school + being nervous for the results
Wednesday: RESULTS
There's one thing I'm 100% sure of: I'm going to bed early tonight. I don't hope they're expecting us to do ballet. I can do a tiny little bit, but no fancy arabesques or ronds du james. I can do pas de chats and pas de cheval though, but, who can't? I hope they're just going to ask basic things or at least things I know. I hope we have to do a solo dance, so they can see the real me, and not just someone in the crowd. But on the other hand, I don't hope they're going to ask that, since I'm not that good and the rest probably is. I also have to remember another thing
- It's not my first audition
- It's my 3rd, so I probably have some experience I guess
- The others are probably as much nervous as I am
- It will be the first audition for a lot of auditioners
Ok, I'm going to watch Idols and then I'm going to sleep because as you can read I have quite a day ahead tomorrow. Fingers crossed for me!
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