May 18, 2005 19:09
Hm so hasn't realy been the worst day of my life, I'm sure, but it could have been so much better. It feels like my friends are disowning me right now, and I have no clue as to why. I talk to them at school and blah blah blah, but I never go out on the weekends any more. That's really just a surface issue, though. New friends are easy to come by (though not best friends.) The thing that really killed me today was that my mom and step-dad are getting divorced. It happened to my parents when I was young, so I am worried about my little brother because he needs a stable home with a paternal and maternal figure. I know how I felt at his age when my parents divorced, and it killed me. I am sad, yes, but I think more for him and for my mom and step-father. This is not a good day, but it is not the worst day of my life, either.