Still Around
I wish I had time to check up on this account more often. It seems life is still as busy as ever but at least now I feel like I'm making some progress. I started back to college finally! I'm still fighting financial aid troubles and have to pay a little out of pocket just to go but it feels great to get back on track with life. I'm going for general business and might be going more into accounting... if I can afford to drive the 250+ miles a week. I've had to cut off basically all of my karate classes to make room for homework and the loss of gas mileage but with my new car I'm doing much better in that department too.
I wish my old "friend" wasn't still a problem though. He basically acted one way to my face while talking bad about me behind my back and lost all trust with me even though I've always been there for him. I've talked him through the worst of times and I know it sounds cliche but I've always been able to trust my friends and depend on them. For him to just go bogus like he did lowers how I saw him at all. He always judged others so easily but he couldn't even follow his own guidelines and simply ask me about what he condemned me for. He let his jealousy get in his head and make him a paranoid loser with one less friend. I wish I could forgive him... but how do you trust a snake in the grass?
I'm doing better overall and hopefully life will just keep going great. I'm looking forward to X-Con next month and plans are in motion for our crew going out and making a showing. I still need costume ideas but I'm sure we'll figure out some good ideas. Working on ideas for roleplay as well and I might try to work on story ideas as journal ideas. I wish I had more to write about but I guess this is all for now.
I wish my old "friend" wasn't still a problem though. He basically acted one way to my face while talking bad about me behind my back and lost all trust with me even though I've always been there for him. I've talked him through the worst of times and I know it sounds cliche but I've always been able to trust my friends and depend on them. For him to just go bogus like he did lowers how I saw him at all. He always judged others so easily but he couldn't even follow his own guidelines and simply ask me about what he condemned me for. He let his jealousy get in his head and make him a paranoid loser with one less friend. I wish I could forgive him... but how do you trust a snake in the grass?
I'm doing better overall and hopefully life will just keep going great. I'm looking forward to X-Con next month and plans are in motion for our crew going out and making a showing. I still need costume ideas but I'm sure we'll figure out some good ideas. Working on ideas for roleplay as well and I might try to work on story ideas as journal ideas. I wish I had more to write about but I guess this is all for now.