Me, Myself, and I.
It is so exhausting, trying to live up to other peoples expectations. I literally give up! I live my life taking one step at a time and having to remind myself just to breathe. I can no longer try to please others. Today was the last straw. The worst is that everything I do is to make someone else happy, its never about me or what I want. As a matter of fact I am in this situation right now because I wanted to please someone else. I am tired of bending backwards for others. Its pointless, once they are get what they want I am suddenly disposable. No, that is not how it works and I am fed up! I will never be perfect, who wants to be perfect anyway? Its so f-ing boring! I simply wont do it, and if it means hurting other peoples feelings to get my point across, then so be it. Its not like they were considering my feelings when they asked me for the impossible. And why is it that its so easy for others to rub in my imperfections but when I speak my mind all of a sudden I am wrong for being so insensitive!!!! URGHHHHH!