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All my stuff is in the flat now and my old bedroom is empty and echoey. Everything starts new from this point and I'm not ashamed to say that it scares me. When Ken left me in the flat this afternoon I wanted to cry, missed my mum like instantly. I know those feelings will go away but it's hard in the meantime. I couldn't get hold of my brother this weekend about the three piece suite he's got for me so for the foreseeable I have nothing to sit on and I'm not sure what I'm going to cook for dinner tomorrow night. The cooker looks really old.
So I'm feeling a bit down and melancholy, not sure if that's the right word but I'm kind of thinking about the days gone by, the years I have spent in this room and how I never will again. It's scary and saddening. My phone line is incoming calls only at the moment so don't know when I will get it set up 2-way so I can go online. I will come here from time to time and get on but otherwise don't miss me too much. Love you guys.
Selina
So I'm feeling a bit down and melancholy, not sure if that's the right word but I'm kind of thinking about the days gone by, the years I have spent in this room and how I never will again. It's scary and saddening. My phone line is incoming calls only at the moment so don't know when I will get it set up 2-way so I can go online. I will come here from time to time and get on but otherwise don't miss me too much. Love you guys.
Selina