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Dec 19, 2006 12:46

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
started and completed my first year in Speech Pathology = the course of my dreams. ...Moved out with my boyfriend, broke up with him and moved home again. Whee :)

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make one this year?
I can't remember back that many days and thoughts ago, but I'm guessing no because it's always no - to everything. This year however, it will be to grow my finger nails to the sex again...because apparently it's weird just having one fuck off hand, and the other hand being fucked off.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Not that I'm aware of.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Little Cam came fucking close, and changed my world, my vision and my life by doing so. My close friends dad died, which sucked. Seeing three young boys, bury their father is so so so wrong, so heartbreakingly sad.

5. What countries did you visit?
Victoria...Twice.

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
A bubble of happiness, an equal relationship, concentration and a better sense of time management.

7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory?
The entire length of september, because little cam was in hospital and I only left his side to go to sleep, the last month or so...because Justin's dad died...and Justins amazingness grew seven times bigger.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Speech Pathology. Go-Karting victories.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Me. Cameron. Stuff.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Always with the illness, not so much with the injury, though I did endure some awesome bruising.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Echo for two dollars. Happiness in the shape of a dog.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Mine, because I did good things. Justins because he equals love. Little Cam's because he didn't die. Emilys because she always gets through shit things that I'd get lost in. Echo's because she ate the crutch out of Camerons pants.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Mine...haha...Camerons.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Living and to the dump.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Justin. haha...Seeing Echo again. Emilys operation. Starting Speech.

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
God. that...If I lay here, If I just lay here, would you lie with me...and just forget the world, song because its Justin....and he's 2006, even though he's so not. Lol.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. Happier or sadder?
Right now...I have no idea. Happier, mixed in with sadness because so much happened and so much changed.
ii. Thinner or fatter?
Fatter. Awesome.
iii. Richer or poorer?
Poorer, though I've got my parents back so it evens out nicely.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Paid more attention to me and looked after myself better. Did things that made me happy, instead of things that Cameron wanted. Talked more to more people. Stayed sane.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Cameron. Eating.

20. How did you spend Christmas?
Breakfast with dad's people, lunch with mums, and dinner with ben carly and my oldies. :)

21. Did you fall in love in 2006?
I fell out of my pretend love....and into something....fizzy with a boy that starts with J.

22. How many one-night stands?
None.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
0C

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not that I know of. I hate cameron's mum, but I hated her this time last year too.

25. What was the best book you read?
The lighthouse keeper. um....some other book....My sisters keeper.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
I wish I had a memory about cool things. I weened myself off music.

27. What did you want and get?
Star lamps. Echo.

28. What did you want and not get?
umm? Cameron to be the cameron he is in my head.

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Borat was pretty bloody funny. I can't think of anything good though. I saw heaps with Cameron.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
My birthday was deleted, because it fucking sucked. though I got a 600 dollar ring from Cameron, which is cool, and I got an emily, a gen, a michael and a gaz up me...(literally to the last one)

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not being with cameron at all. Finding Justin sooner.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
Green and Purple.

33. What kept you sane?
Emily.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Keira Knightly

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
hmm

36. Who did you miss?
I missed myself most of the time, emily the rest of it....and my Nannie. I miss her so much sometimes I think I'll explode.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
New person hey?....No idea. I don't think I did the meeting people thing at all in '06.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
Happiness, love and good things need to come from within you, before they can come from someone else. You need to think positive things, and love yourself, in order to be loved by someone who you want to be loved by. It's the small things that break us in the end. Some holes appear small but are fucking hard to fill because they end up going deeper than the bone. Anger is like cancer, let it go before it spreads and consumes you entirely from the inside. Forgiveness is a gift, like patience.
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