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Jan 27, 2004 19:36

This week has been so hard for me I feel so depressed and I don't know why. Maybe I'm manic and I need pills to shield me from the sadness I feel every day. Why cant I be like everyone else happy for no reason Just happy with life. I just wish my life was different sometimes. I hate sadness and pain especially when its not for a good reason.

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nonono saraww January 27 2004, 19:41:36 UTC
Dude, yer like fer sure totally rad1!!!!
I've so been where youre at, im probably there right now even..
Stay positive and set some goals for yourself>
Youre way to talented to be sitting around and wasting your time
youre young and full of life you shouldnt let that slip away
whats your day like???>>sit around the house all day drink beer maybe see justin?
you need something stimulating>get outta tha gutter ahaha
but wait never mind dude its just Seasonal Affective Disorder
youll get over it!!!!
But really you need some positive reinforcement..dammit ill be there soon to whip yer ass into shape!!!Love you!!!!!

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LIKE OH MY GOD sellshell January 27 2004, 19:53:13 UTC
Fer sure Sara thanks for the positive feed back totally.

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caaaate January 27 2004, 21:49:20 UTC
"Why cant I be like everyone else happy for no reason Just happy with life" i actually wrote a poem a couple years ago, that basically said that word for word.
I know youve, prolly heard this 4892034 times now from various people, but, ive been there too. you need to stop focusing on trying to be happy all the time, NOONE is happy all the time, and youll just make yourself more depressed if you keep comparing yourself to something that isnt even attainable, iknow this because i did it for 3 years. just take pleasure in the small things, and know that in a few hours or a few days or a few weeks or whatever, youll feel better again, you always will.

i love you michelle, stay happy!!!

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sellshell January 27 2004, 23:01:19 UTC
The fucked up thing is I will feel better in a day or a week so I don't know why at the time it feels like the world is going to come crashing down on me. I'm really lucky to have rad friends who put me in check and try and make me feel better. Love you guys (CALL ME SOMETIME BITCH)

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