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I'm really sick of sitting around all day and not doing shit. I'm at a stopping point in my life and I fell stuck. Last night I went to the hospital to see my grandma and she was all messed up on morphine. Hospitals have freaked me out ever since my grandpa died when I was in elementary school. It was like a bad dream one day I was at the hospital visiting him and everyone says hes ok. Then out of the blue hes gone. I wish I could have said goodbye.