Jul 03, 2006 22:42
I don't care and will probably never give two shits if you breathe, unless if i find anything intresting in you. I'm bitter because i'm stuck in a atmosphere full of saps and heartless fucks. I hate living mostly. I find life in general depressing, and i hate majority of the human race. I think the only aspect i enjoy of being a human, is of how complex we are. When i have free time, i drink till i pass out then plant my face in the concrete and enjoy the fact that i'm not aware of my existence or anybody else for that matter. I was born alone and i'm perfectly fine with dying alone. I have nothing and i am nothing. So stop reading this shit and fucking die.
I wake up every single morning, with my body limp, incurious, and insensible. I like to tilt my head back and look up at the beams displayed through my shades, by then i catch myself letting my fingers browse over and about my sheets.. just to feel the perception of my nerves. It helps me realize that i'm in reality. There is not much for me to say of my routines but that I function my body parts daily and shit out my existence. i'm usually awake to see the sun elevate over the horizon..This is only because i never sleep. I like being aware that i, along with mice, are made of 65 percent of water. I enjoy the nature of the ocean, the sea and the sky. I like knowing that my mind is controlled by currents and that i was once nested in a uterus feeding off of a river attached to my navel. It is intresting how pressure controls alot of things, like how life is only granted by the reflexed pressure of a vagina.Really, we are all atoms, evolutionary transformed and carried on by Meiosis and Mitosis. Maybe not. The complexity of living is getting to all of us, To the point where maybe man made objects will come to figure out all of the answers we have been pending on over time. Maybe not. I like how every thing can be a hazard, that majority of things can pollute, the systems of communicating and communication, elements of knowledge, how the meaning of sound and noise differ.. by noise generally defined as unpleasant and sound a vibration perceived by the sense of hearing. And most of all i like how earth’s mass increases each year by 44,000 tons (40000 metric tons).