Oct 19, 2003 12:44
Well I guess this would technically be my weekend update considering I havent done anything on this for a couple of days. On Friday I just had a useless old time. Sunny and I were talking to this chic at Delta and she mentioned that John was there (if you don't know, John is about what i would call my boyfriend from hell). It Sunny hadn't seen him in five years and they have a good history and she got all excited, about ten minutes later he drops by... i just try to act like nothing happened between us and that I'm a happy little muffin without him, but I'm not quite pulling it off. The good thing is they went on a walk to catch up and her and I got picked up in the next fifteen minutes. I guess it had to happen some time, I guess being as that we both hang out with about the same people that we would run into each other some time, but i wasn't prepared.
So then, on Saturday I went to hang out out with people from school and Sean and Sunny, Katie, all those peeps. In the evening I attempt to go to game, but I didn't stick around, I just went to a show with Sunny, Katie, Sean, and John (muffled scream) Sunny, John and I ended up just hangin out in one of the rooms of the house. He's not that bad, I guess that he's a good person and it's just me and him in a relationship that is toxic waste. I'm cool with him now, we will never be good friends, but at least I don't feel like drowning my self in a bathtub of my own blood every time I even have a thought about him.
Today is going to be a lazy day. I'm just going to take a shower and bike to the school, pick up my backpack and spend the rest of the day doing my homework and writing the essay. I'm not as miserable as usual, even the prospect of going back to school tomorow isn't as bad as it was at the start of the year (gag). I've realized that the academic part of the school isnt so bad, except that all of my classes are rediculously easy. I'm going to go and work on getting that backpack now, later.
-Sonya