Sep 16, 2013 20:31
I think I heard my mother and brother discussing me on the phone. It's a long story what they were probably talking about, but I don't think I came across well, which makes me angry, because I do not believe it is fair to paint me as the bad guy when my emotional boundaries were very suddenly violated in a very public place without much place to escape to. Also, my brother tends to mock and belittle my feelings in general. Overall, I just feel...frustrated with them.
Honestly...I feel pretty frustrated with everything right now. It seems as if I keep hitting one crisis after another, either me or someone close to me, and on top of working all the time, I'm starting to get burned out, and I've been somewhat neglectful of my self-care, and I know that's my own fault...
...I really think I need to add affirmations to my routine. And silent meditation.