Goodbye
Interesting new look, eh? its white and plain because its alot like my life. thre's no more color in it. little by little some color will come back into my life someday
don't take it personally that you've been deleted from my friends list. i haven't singled anyone out. i believe the internet in general is taken to seriously. this journal is full of memories. both good and bad. and while the sensible thing is to get rid of the bad memories and delete the whole thing, everything would be all in vain if you try to forget them. because you can't forget bad memories. they'll always come back to haunt you. but you can learn from them and apply them to your lives. and thats what i'm going to do with this journal. but i feel that i've been hurting people with it. and i don't want to hurt people. i've never tried to hurt people intentionally. but i can't change things that have happened. i can't take back things that i've said. i've looked at this from every angle and i realize there's nothing else i can do but move on. so this is it. goodbye everyone. i have to focus on my future right now. i know some people think i'm crazy living in a fantasy world. i'm sorry. reality just got boring. theres nothing wrong with having a fantasy. i just can't make another person my fantasy because i could be dissapointed. right now i'm going to work on whats left of my fantasy to make it reality. and anything is possible if you just believe. as Clarise said to Rudolph:
There's always tomorrow for dreams to come true....
so long everyone. if you don't see me for awhile please promise that you'll think of me and try to forget any hurt i've every caused you in the past. i love you all, you guys are the greatest friends i could ever ask for.
you will all always be in my thoughts and prayers
:)
~*Ariella*~
don't take it personally that you've been deleted from my friends list. i haven't singled anyone out. i believe the internet in general is taken to seriously. this journal is full of memories. both good and bad. and while the sensible thing is to get rid of the bad memories and delete the whole thing, everything would be all in vain if you try to forget them. because you can't forget bad memories. they'll always come back to haunt you. but you can learn from them and apply them to your lives. and thats what i'm going to do with this journal. but i feel that i've been hurting people with it. and i don't want to hurt people. i've never tried to hurt people intentionally. but i can't change things that have happened. i can't take back things that i've said. i've looked at this from every angle and i realize there's nothing else i can do but move on. so this is it. goodbye everyone. i have to focus on my future right now. i know some people think i'm crazy living in a fantasy world. i'm sorry. reality just got boring. theres nothing wrong with having a fantasy. i just can't make another person my fantasy because i could be dissapointed. right now i'm going to work on whats left of my fantasy to make it reality. and anything is possible if you just believe. as Clarise said to Rudolph:
There's always tomorrow for dreams to come true....
so long everyone. if you don't see me for awhile please promise that you'll think of me and try to forget any hurt i've every caused you in the past. i love you all, you guys are the greatest friends i could ever ask for.
you will all always be in my thoughts and prayers
:)
~*Ariella*~